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wordpress will be the platform for me to write stuff which i cannot post on facebook.

“i have a big project coming. it is starting next week and will require working through christmas and new year. it is a big project and i am going to rope you in as an … … … administrator.”

this is what i was told.

i don’t know if it was obvious but i felt a change in my facial expression.

seriously, i don’t mind working my ass off during the holidays for something i feel worth my efforts. being an administrator just didn’t sound too appealing.

disappointed.

i will be ot-ing to copy/print/bind papers.

sense of satisfaction?

 

hello!

i hope you guys haven’t stop checking my blog for updates.

i know… my last post was done 1 month 2 days ago.

during this time, i become engaged to my fiance at a not so far away island, koh samui, and it was on my 24th birthday. the place’s pretty with friendly locals. i like.

anyway, the reason for my absence is IWCEN, an event held every 3 months. i have always been the organizer. alone. i have no team. why i say this was because when i was there, a representative from the events company asked me where my team was and when i replied that i don’t have 1, she was kinda shocked. that shocked me too.

i like organizing events because it gives me a sense of achievement. what i don’t like is when i have to do everything myself. i am the organizer, the emcee, the photographer, the IT guy and the worst is that i have to ensure my 2 colleagues are well fed. i feel like im being exploited.

have been feeling lethargic since monday. glad that the week is ending but the cycle will just repeat when next monday comes. lunching at work becomes a chore. i guess the company matters. i’ve stop eating lunch and i would eat biscuits/drink milk when im hungry. as im typing, im eating cup noodles.

family is having problems. j is also not around.

how now, brown cow?

 

lovely afternoon @ IMM

this year’s birthday will be so much fun!

i’ll be celebrating with mr j at Koh Samui island from 7 oct till 11 oct. it’s more than 2 weeks away, but im already in the holiday/celebration mood.

see, i changed my hair color yesterday!

it was supposed to be just a normal 1-color dye. the highlight you see, was a freebie from my hair stylist. i think she forgot ive graduated. but i like! my only concern is my boss. :p

anyway, with so many roads closed for the F1 race, j & i decide to head west.

IMM!

we shopped, eat and went for fish therapy! the beef hor fun @ cafe red ginger was very good. i normally eat hor fun with lots of green chilli for the extra taste, but this tasted better even without the chilli.

the fish therapy was freaking ticklish but it was a fun experience! when you first put your legs into the pond, many fish will swim towards you and start sucking your feet. when it gets too ticklish, i will move my legs slowly cos i was afraid of accidentally squeezing them between my feet/toes. there was 1 particularly fish who kept sucking the sole of my right foot. naughty one!!! i kept whining to j cos it was embarrassing to laugh at yourself. oh, i forgot to mention, the pond was at an open area so passers-by can see you. :p

more pictures in facebook

then we caught the ugly truth movie at amk hub. sheila was also there to watch accident. anyway the ugly truth is a romantic comedy, discussing openly about how men see women and what women look in men. a great movie to watch with your boyfriend. a lot of mimicking and discussion after the movie! HAHA.

 

aliens

have you watched district 9?

i give it 4 thumbs.

a science fictional movie in which aliens are refugees on earth. it shows how smart these aliens can be (compared to humans) and how selfish humans are.

it may be gruesome to some because you see heads/bodies bursting and blood splashing all over. but it all happened so quickly that i don’t find it disturbing at all. a good plot with reality characteristics.

it seems like a good guess of our future if the aliens are really coming.

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also watched aliens in the attic last week and i think it deserves a 3.

a great comedy to de-stress after a hard day at work.

 

prawning 101

updates since my last post:

1) prawning with PSG on 6 Sep, and
2) love’s return on 9 Sep.

having just 2 ‘events’ for the past 2 weeks sounds so pathetic.

nevertheless, i had fun during the prawning session. in those 3 hours, which cost us $60 for 2 rods, we caught about 10 prawns and i contributed ZERO. it was my first but i certainly didn’t have any beginners’ luck that day. now you know why i didn’t post my individual shot with my catch? (see rh’s blog) =)

*CY wasn’t in this picture ‘cos he had to accompany his girlfriend. and for that, i have prawns to eat even though i didn’t catch any!* =)))

 

notokay

work, love, life = ok
i should be feeling ok.

i dont know what i want in my life.
i dont know if i still like marketing.

i dont know what i am living for.
for love. that’s the only reason i can think of.
but i want to be more than that.

i know i dont like a 9-5 job.
i know i dont like to feel ordinary.
i know i no longer have the motivation to dress up for work anymore.

i want to make my passion my profession.
photography, swimming, singing, fashion.
but i am good at none of the above.

what can i do?